May. 3rd, 2005

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I stay up too late. But I'm not tired. Even with the help of pills. 2 Gravol tonight - save the Imovane for when I really need it.

I go to bed late - 3am last night. Lauren doesn't care. She comes toddling into our room at 8:15 today. Realistically NOT a bad time. For me? Seems freaking early.

I doze giving her the bottle.

I'm so tired that I caffeinate myself during the day. Today? 2 diet colas, 1 large Tim's coffee, one medium.

By the time it's bedtime for normal people, I'm so caffeinated, I can't sleep.

So I take pills to try to goto sleep.

I KNOW what I'm doing wrong. I KNOW. I need to cut down on the caffeine. I need to go to bed at a decent hour. I KNOW.

I just can't seem to make that leap from KNOWING to DOING.

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Christine Boyko

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